Of Butterflies And Fairytales

• Talk To Me

  we're drowning in a sea of words I guess I'm talking way to much / after all these lines I see it's mostly about me and I don't think this is the way it should be / o say what you want to say cause I don't want to talk today / I want to hear what you think I want to hear what you say so I'm begging you to talk to me today / keep my mouth shut just won't do what I need to do is listen to you / some more minutes and I'll see it's hardly about me and maybe this is just the way it should be / so maybe this is that special day that I listen to every word you say / you said that you're strong when I am weak now what can I do do make you speak

• Everybodys Darling

  it took me so long just to find the person I am deep inside / it took me so long just to see this is okay this is just me / did not always see so clear that things are not as they appear / it took a while until I knew that I just cannot be like you / so now I'm waking up standing up for who I am / this is me I cannot be perfect though I'm trying hard / this is me I guess you wanted me so / it took me long to figure out you can't define what's in and out / I did not see for far too long that even others can be wrong / I found no matter what you do there's someone to disagree with you / and my conclusion of this list everybody's darling can't exist / now I'm sick of pretending to be anyone but me

• Faking A Smile

  this mask you're wearing is supposed to protect you / you don't want us all to see who you really are / I thought you knew that what's beneath call it your heart was what took my breath away and made me fight for us / seems I was wrong / so now you thought I would love you as long as you were faking a smile / so now you thought I would want you to pretend everything was alright / it kills me / I felt your tears while you were faking a smile / all those moments that we had without disguise they took us deeper into what now scared you away / I thought you knew that I was trying just to find you / to give my love to who you are and not appear to be / but I was wrong / thought we could find a way to escape from all this / thought you wanted to leave it all behind with me by your side / I thought you knew I loved you

• My Goodbye

  some unknown gleam is there beyond the water surface that I see and I dive into the dark / a shadow of an unknown world I've never seen but a silent hope has lead me here / this endless quest has made me think of giving up but this is not my time to quit / as this goes on I’ll be just fine yeah I will give this one more try as this goes on I’ll be just fine and you will not hear my goodbye / unspoken dreams have brought me here some distant light to guide me through as I run into the night / like prisoners within my chest will I release them? no other chance to reach the unknown / I feel there’s something more to find here still unknown so this is not my time to quit / as I go on your voice in my head my eyes on you this is not my goodbye

• The Girl

  it's so easy to say "I don't want to be like you" cause it's exactly what people of my age do / no i don't want to look down on anyone else it's just that I have those pictures in my head / this is what I see inside of me / she cares too much what other people think but when it comes to her she doesn't dare to speak her mind / she's only happy when she feels like she's the queen the girl whose selfishness has made her blind / I feel out there is more somewhere inside my mind shapes a picture of a different way of life / I want to walk on water see how mountains move cause I know these are things that God can do / no I don't want to be that kind of girl I want to open up my eyes to things I see don't want to ask in every single thing I do what's in it for me